I think it was just natural to all new moms to have fears. Just like me when I first knew that I am conceiving I experienced lots of fears. From the foods that I eat up to the moment that i will able to hold my baby.
Before I was thinking what if I ate this and it was not good for my baby? What if I move wrong? Will i hurt my baby inside my womb? But the very common fear was how will I going to deliver my baby?
For nine months I was having those fears. I am trying to ignore those fears but as my maturity date comes the fears got more bigger. I even asked some rediculous questions on my husband regarding my fears which makes him laugh.
But now looking back then I can’t still consider that I don’t have fears anymore. I am just starting to become a mother and I know I still have long roads to travel but one fear that is coming out on my mind is that will I ever give my baby the best care, nurturing and good future that she deserve?
What I do to conquer these fears was to read lots of magazines regarding parenthood. I even browse and join some sites that is for mothers. In this way I can exchange some of my experiences and ask some advices. Talking to my mother also helps a lot.
I know you too have fears you just have to know how to handle it well and don’t let your fear rule your life.